is it TOO MUCH??

wassup everyone!! haven't been here for months n here I am to spill everything!! haha.. seyes tipu!! memang x la kalau nk spill everything kan...

so how's ur life so far??? joyful I guess? YAY or NAY?? me??

errmm I have to say my life AS FOR NOW is kinda insecure. I don't know if I think too much?? or if I put not so meaningful effort towards my future plan?? (YES YOU ARE!! NAHSUHA!!!) but of course, I can't easily jump to a conclusion 'LIFE IS HARD' cos dat's what losers have in mind, right??  haha.hihi.huhu. It's US actually who decide how our LIFE could be. So, if  you are half way to the wrong place, take a step back and REthink, REplan, REdecide ur LIFE. cewahhh!!! the way I said those words looks like I've been experiencing LIFE for over decades!! haha. 

soon, I will enter the age of 23, I'm employed but I honestly can't see how far this job could bring me to MY FUTURE CAREER. tsk tsk tsk. I'm employed but I feel insecure and I'm not Happy. ya I know.. I know dat I should be grateful for being hired (THANK YOU, YA ALLAH) but my biggest concern is UNTIL WHEN AM I GOING TO LIVE LIKE THIS?? what I'm trying to say is that I need a progress for my career. and not just a 'career' as it must mean 'something' useful for the future.

I think I worry too much about my future but I better be rather than just go with the flow. well it depends on you actually. it's your choice coz in the end, all d consequences are yours~~

but, you know what? I won't give up!! I know I'll find my way one day!! and sorry for keep you hear me moaning about my life~~ can't help it tho..

till then, see you when I see you!! TATA TITI TUTU :D

fond memories with Abah

Abah taught me the importance of education.

Abah taught me the meaning of patience.

Abah taught me the real meaning of kasih-sayang among siblings.

Abah taught me how to be good to people.

Abah didn’t say NO when I asked him to fetch me home 

even when it was a live final football match between Malaysia and Indonesia. 

Thank God Malaysia won!!

Abah always asked me if I had enough money even when I already have some.

Abah ate all the cupcakes I made even when it was already late at night.

Abah convinced me that I still looking gorgeous wearing my plus-size made baju kurung.

Abah always made me laugh with his bad English joke.

Thank you Abah.

I’m lucky enough to have you. 

You love us. 

You love Ma.

Happy Fathers Day, Abah. 

Love you more than anyone can imagine.

boredom vs. blogging

yahhh.. thanks to this blog, I manage to escape my boredom. seriously, am not dat kind of gurl who loves to write berjela-jela or spend like most of my day blogging.. but, here I am!! tapi kan,why blogging?? bukan eating or sleeping or watching TV or reading or bathing or bla bla bla?? dats bcoz I'm getting tired (and getting FAT too) of doing the same thing everyday~~ I even moody x pasal-pasal bcoz i'm bored to death!! see?? 'the power of boredom'. Guess I'm the only person who gets mad when I'm bored. haha. I know.. I know.. dat sounds terrible but do BLAME the boredom for making me such a HARD person to be close to!! ok ok enuff~~  am not supposed to get mad here since I'm not bored anymore kan.. so, lets enjoy blogging!! since this is my first entry so x taw nk merapu apa... haha ermm, one thing I like about blogging is I can decorate my blog with my very own style. everything's up to me. I can express my opinion, my style, my faveret things to do, my bias, my disagreement and many more. so, feel free to drop by my blog :))

p/s: now working on my decoration for this blog. hope to see the outcome soon!! adios!!